So What Happened?

So here is comes...i never kicked him out for anything he did. should I have?

The worst? He emptied my grandmother's bank account in Hungary that was left to my mother. It makes me sick that I didn't walk away then. But we were married? It was a hard time through the beginning of my career. He supported me took care of me, I felt handicapped without him. It wasn't right all along...

Was he consciously manupluating me since we met? i still don't know. But looking back at it i always felt uneasy. Not like myself. why was it? i was that desperate to be married. To not be alone. That wasn't it.

Let's be clear, as black and white as this may sound it was not. He fooled everyone. Except maybe my dad and brother to be honest. I always new something was up in my gut. I someone call you "beautiful" be suspect. If someone is alway shecking themselves out in a mirror, be more suspect.

It's creeping me out from the beginning.